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Assalamualaikum. hey. it's 2016. 6 tahun lepas i've just started this blog.masa tu form 4, ke form 5.
hari ni, 4 january 2016. fesbuk pon duk share memories, kata 6 years ago,, aku start join fesbuk. huhu.

And today, dan sejak kebelakangan ini, i think that i am at my lowest point of my students life. how i feel like i dont want to study anymore (sometimes),, even i study with my friends, dia macam tak masuk. i dont know why. aku faham, aku try buat latihan. boleh buat. and, sebab dah rasa mcm tak sempat nak study, aku siap fotostat nota kawan lg.ok aku faham nota dia. certain parts tu, aku boleh terangkan balik.certain part je lah.tak semua.hihi. tapi, some parts yg aku terlintas dlm hati, tapi aku tak terus tengok.and aku anggap ok lah takpe tak masuk kot. dalam past years tak dek pon masuk................

dan, aku terus terlupa nak tengok.
sampai lah;
aku bukak kertas soalan.

Q1.
Q2.
Q3.
Q4.
Q5,

fuh. APF, Electronegativity.Pauling's. interplanar spacing. BLANK.

ERROR  : Not Found.

I cant remember what's the formula. and worth is, tu soalan dalam test. kenapa aku tak tengok elok2 test?

salah aku kenapa tak baca yang tuh?

kenapa?

kenapa?

kenapa?

ni cerita kelmarin; 3rd of January 2016.

"Sometimes u need to fall hard in order to get up again even higher"

pagi hari; pergi bilik supervisor FYP; hmmm. tak dek lagi final draft yg patut sv bg balik kat kami. dia pun takdak kat bilik. pastu, gi blik lect killer paper kedua (Advance electrochem) : ada test ! Beliau dah siap tanda...... tengok markah.

test 1; fail.

test 2: cukup makan.nazak.

test 3: jatuh 0.5 anak tangga menggagal layak.

ok.terima.

" yesterday's mistake doesn't mean u've got no chance today. 

make your chance today worth it!"

petang hari:

 FYPmate Whatsapp, " U, esok dah boleh ambik draft, mdm gtaw td."

aku : "yeke,, madam tak bgtahu pun. :( "

FYPmate: " I tanya dia td.huhu. Rajin sikit bertanya tu"

aku: "baiklah. sobs."

aku: "salam mdm, draft ok ke? bila boleh ambik ye mdm?"

SVkusayang: " hmm.byk x ok lagi....tp xpe boleh dibaiki..."

aku: *menangis dlm hati* " yeke mdm,,mesti markah sy teruk..xpelah mdm."

SVkusayang: "K..."

"percaya pada diri, Yakin pada Allah"

sometimes I feel like the world is unfair. I just dont know what decision i have to make. 

sometimes i cant find my own path.

sometimes i feel so strong,

sometimes i feel so weak.

sometimes i feel like i need someone to be my shoulder.

sometimes i feel like i am strong enough cuz i have Allah. (which is sgt dekat.)

sometimes, i just................................."

kenapa sem ni rasa macam teruk sangat je. Happy and then, sedih balik. umur dah 24 kot.

maseh lg cengeng.manja.ego.

tengok balik post lama. hmm. mcm lebih kurang je dulu dan sekarang. apa yg meningkat xtaw.

bye.emo.